Mistakes Made.

A beautiful "failure" of Comet C/2023 A3 (Tsuchinshan-ATLAS) Stack of 101 6 second images through a Leica 180mm Apo-Telyt @ f:4, shot on Leica M11, tracked with iOptron SkyGuider Pro and processed with Sirl. Rainbow gradient courtesy of Platform Holly.


Mistakes are human, yet our goal always seems to be perfection. At least mine does. And that goal itself may be a mistake. The theme of mistakes and failures have come up for me repeatedly lately and made me question what, exactly, a failure even is. This long read suggests mistakes are what defines all life. In the world of art, it's possible there are there are no mistakes - only happy accidents. Perhaps the only true failure in life is not learning from your mistakes.

I had one night only to view and try to image the comet, and mistakes were made. Between the full moon, proximity to the airport and university, I didn't have great odds, but thought things were going pretty nicely during capture. Unbeknownst to me, a minor lens flare turned into a major issue when I stacked my final image of the comet. I had opted for a light pollution filter rather than a lens hood, allowing the seemingly distant lights of Oil Platform Holly to completely "ruin" my final image. 

80 or so images from the same set, stacked in Starry Sky Stacker and worked in Photoshop in attempt to minimize gradients.

At first I was frustrated and disappointed. I didn't have a great backdrop for the comet to hang over, like many of the images I saw in my news feed. I went close to try and get some detail and screwed that up too. I stacked it again in a different program and got something of a better result that I managed to work into something almost passable, but even that was a let down.

As I showed friends and family, I immediately pointed out the flaws. Most of them didn't even know there was a comet visiting our solar system, so few were very critical. In the end, I kept looking back at the rainbow gradient Siril (an image processing program) wouldn't help me with and found myself liking it more and more. From a scientific perspective, I screwed up. But when I look at the beauty of the pretty colors and the actual subject, I'm more than content. Furthermore, I have the memories of getting to witness this amazing event with my own eyeballs, along with spending some time appreciating our Moon. Maybe there really are no mistakes in art. 

The moon I was dealing with the same night. Single shot, Leica 180mm Apo-Telyt, M11
The full moon illuminating my beach. It didn't look quite this bright to the naked eye, but not far from it.

The plover's beach, looking toward the moon, illuminated only by moonlight.

Getting some Bob Ross vibes with those clouds, reminding me there are no mistakes - only happy accidents.